..9 mornings..

It was the day before 9 mornings when I've been hospitalised due to blood infections. It was really unexpected; before that day we still manage to join "parole making" in our barangay, unfortunately we didn't take home the bacon but it's okay, despite of it, we got the chance to have a family bonding. We did not won the contest but we got the best part of it, which is spending time with your love ones. It was new and great experienced for all of us, atleast now we tend to know new and fresh experience. Through that events, we aimed to be the winner by next year atleast now we've opened our minds and learned some ideas on making it.

Beneath the happiness we've felt on that day, it was a painful day for me on the next day because of the confinement i have encountered. It was really hard being in the hospital because I can't be with my son. I can't able to take care of him nor being with him specially at night. The longings lasted for 3 days which is i don't want to happen it again. And from that i have Learned to be more careful in everything I am eating and beware of the foods you've been eating, because you haven't know what you're going to be the next morning. be MINDFUL on things around you. It's better to be sick at home than in the hospital, because for me there's nothing differ between jail & hospital. You cannot do things you were free to do so...

..Feast Day..

Last December 8, 2008 was the feast day of our "barangay", also it's the day of commemorating the feast day of Immaculate heart Conception. Well, it turns out happy and great, I guess that's the happiest feast from the past years. We did enjoyed and have a good time. We spend that day together with our family, friends, and those who are close to us. There's a lot of games from different streets, got bands, have a procession of different saints, got programs that perfectly quite good because they've invited celebrity guest.

Every house have different ways of celebrating it, except for the fact that almost everyone is drinking alcoholic drinks. I don't know, i guess that's a tradition now here in the Philippines. Through that way they tend to bond more with each other. It was perfectly way of relaxing yourself. It's good but of course you should know your limitations, drink moderately to prevent from fights. Fortunately, there's no fights happens, it was purely having a good time. It felt so much joy to think that compared to last year, every streets got fights.

Also, I tend to bond with my brother and sister in law, and it was perfectly good way because we tend to know each other and be closed to one another. I can't express nor explain the happiness I've felt on that day, all that matters was the happiness I've felt and the memories that lingers on. It was quite unexplainable feelings.

..mS. gay 2008..

In preparation for the feast of immaculate conception in our barangay, They prepared a show 2 days before the said feast. Last night was a Ms. gay pageant, and we've watched it along with my family & friends. Upon waiting to start the show, we happens to bump, see, and bond again our friends in my shop before. It was really a great time for us, because we tend to know each other's life right now. And we all know that the season is fast approaching right now so, i guess it was perfectly right timing for us to be reunited and not to spoil the season. The show started at 11:00 pm and begin to be crowded. It was a great show, I've been starstruck to the contestants. You will never recognize them nor said that they still boys but wants to be a girl, because believe me or not they look like a truly hot babes in town. They're too much prettier than me. Well, i guess that's what technology does now adays.
It was really a great day for me, because everything turns out well and unexpectedly things happens...

..mY hubby's bday celebration.

It was my hubby's birthday and we celebrated it at Laguna, Nicholei Resort last November 30- December 1, '08. It was really great and meaningful event in our family. It was a totally family and some friends bonding. Although it was quite expensive still we manage to celebrate the b-day of my hubby in our own simple way. Everyone of us did enjoy, except for my brother, who unfortunately meet the accident. He slips unto the side of the pool and his feet bump into the rocks, who happens to get a deep wound that needs to get stitched. He was cured already and has a 4 stitches in his feet.

Upon our arriving back home, despite of the tiredness we've felt, my family and I still manage to go to the church to say gratitude to the Lord above for all the years and blessings he has given us despite our short comings. God is really good.. And I believe to the sayings that "everything happens for a reason". Hope it'll remain this way in the next existing years.

presence is enough than a material things....

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..through thick & thin..

Have you found a FRIENDS you can call on your own? A friends who's been fits with all the definitions of a "FRIEND"?

Actually, me i already did. Meet them; me, my best friend Cathy, Apple, Jobelle, joy, Majelyn, and Herlyn. The rest of it was not in the picture but still they're part of it. These are my friends since when we are in high school. We've been through a lot of trials, struggles, problems, fights, and separations. But still we're still intact and still friends despite of the different status in life now, despite how far they are right now. But we're still together, loyal, and solid to each other. Even though we haven't seen nor talk to each other because of some hindrances that destined to happen, still the friendship lingers on. We have our own Life right now, almost of us have a family right now, and some of us, unfortunately don't have husband but has a child, and the others was still single.

I remember those times when we're still young, innocent, but still beautiful :).. Our naughtiness that took us almost everyday in the office of our school principal. We studied in a exclusive school so we haven't got the chance to experience of having a boy classmates. Maybe in that virtue took us to be that way, because we don't really matter or feel ashamed to each other because all of us are girls, got the same points of view. We have lot's of experiences that helps us to be open- minded and grows through it. In an early age we are front in different problems that brought us to become matured. Some experience that if you'll take a look back on it you'll smile and realize the truth behind it, that you'll smile and say "how stupid". Me, in this time of my life, i have still regrets, regrets of not believing to strive hard, listen eagerly to the teachers, read those books, etc. Because now, I have been awakened and realize the hardship of living, the hardship of seeking money. And now, I am a parent now, and tend to see the hardship that been through of my parents just to give the right future they think what's right for me. I'm not telling we failed huh, well, well, despite of our attitudes we still passed and fortunately graduated in right time. Anyway, that's childhood thing...

Everyday we've meet a lot of people, some of them became a friend, some are just colleagues, and some are just acquaintances. Beneath it all i can say and proven that whoever you meet ups, still it can never be replaceable by others the friends i have found, they are really incomparable, you're still longing and looking for the qualities that they had that makes you feel satisfied in all aspects of it.

So, if did happens you have found it already, CHERISH it, never take it for granted, enjoy the bonding moments. Because when the right time comes and you parted ways, you'll miss it, and you have nothing to do with it because everyone of us got their own lives now. It's not even more about YOURSELF but for those people AROUND you that's been your life now.

..m!ss!ng mY s0n..

well, it's been a boring weekend for our family because my son was in Quezon province together with his grandma and grandpa. And now we left out alone and felt incomplete. It's just me and my husband here at home. Yes it was true, that if you have already a child and he's not with you right now your feelings seems you missed half of your life that you couldn't even do whatever you want to do because you we're busy thinking of him, like what he's doing right now, is he save, is he crying looking for us, something like that. And even though he's been very naughty now a days you would probably say it is better for you to be annoyed than missing and craving for him and for he's naughtiness, at least you're bound to each other. How I wish i can fast forward the time... And now, I am keeping myself busy to lessen the loneliness i felt like from this moment, but still it still didn't work out fine, because obviously I am still talking about him, how funny it seems. Anyway, it was just one day and yet it feels like it's already been a year not to be with him... He's my LIFE right now and I can say that i couldn't even live without him.

Having a child was a blessing to God that needs to be value and have gratitude from giving that unreplaceable gift from God. So if you got a child better take good care of them and love them to the fullest, not to be abuse them or hurt them. Because without them you weren't able to learn nor see the beautiful things that lays beyond LIFE..

..Love conquers aLL..

Do you believe in the sayings "Love conquers all" ? Before, I am not into that sayings, a sayings that's been uttering all over again. But this past few days I've been witnessed to one couple, who, I can say it fits this saying to them. I was being awakened to the fact that whatever differences, short comings, struggles, and trials that may come into one relationship, as long as the feelings are still both mutual, still LOVE will always be the foundation of everything. I have proven that Thur my friends love story. Well the synopsis of it, they had a simple fight that comes into a big fight in such a petty reasons. They tend to hurt each other physically and emotionally. And comes to the point that it brings this up into a court of justice.

Sometimes, we tend to do such things that we aren't meant to do, but once we are in "anger" we tend do things, that in the end we regret of doing such acts.
Anyway, despite of the crazy things that happened, the ending of it was still in each others hand and both of you becoming more stronger that nobody can stop what you were trying to fight on. Despite of all you still manage to forgive each others and still manage to open the door for the second chance. That beneath the pain you have caused, she/ he still manage to fight you for others even though in the end you're ready to leave everything just to be with your love one.

Well, that's the power of love... A power that's no weapon we're built.

..Long weekend..

hi there!! weLL it's been a long weekend for me, there's a Lot of task to manage and the hardest of it was my son got sick and have to visit an E.E.N.T because he suffer from ear aching. WeLL the doctor cleaned his ear and it was painful for me to see my son crying out loud because of what he did to him. We haven't yet finished because he have to take some medication before we can proceed to the next step. And we're scheduled to be back this coming Wednesday. How I wish it will ended so soon and my son will get better now, because it really bothers and hurt me to see him suffer from that pain. But the doctor said he's well and we'll get better soon, maybe i am being just paranoid.

Anyway, it was also a tiring weekend from me, aside of my son, we tend to go to my mother and my in- Laws house because of some problem to fix on. It's was definitely okay with me, but of course i got tired too, we got home late at night and then when we got home i have to clean up the mess we've left in the morning and then the following day we are oblige to go to them again. How tiring weekend was. It was really hard being a mother at the same time a daughter and a full wife. But that's okay, i know that's my life now and that's what life i chose to live on, so underneath it all i should be responsible.

..Last movie we saw..

Last Nov. 10 (monday) my family went out to watch a movie, entitled " the madagascar escape from africa 2 ". A movie fits to a family specially for the kids. It was a cartoon movie that have lots of values and moral lessons you will get. My son was so happy and likes it too much. He enjoys the movie and you'll see to his face that he gets the satisfaction he desired. It was really great spending time to your family at the same time learning new things. At the end of the day he insist us to eat at mc donalds so that he can have a kiddie meal toy featured the madagascar.

..First time..

Who have thought he'll grow faster as it is. Last November 9, 2008 we attended the wedding of my husband cousin in Los Banos, Laguna. My son was one of the sponsors and he's the "bible bearer", he carried bible as he walks into the isle. It was his first time to become "abay" on the wedding, and the first time to wear this kind of suit. He was very cute and very adorable. I cannot imagine that he's been growing too fast, that i couldn't even think that he was that far. A very energetic, sweet, and intelligent baby and now turning into a boy. I was really thankful and flattered for coming him into my life. I have no regrets of having him in my life, because of him I became more matured and taught me a lot of things in life. and I can say that without him my life will be worthless, He's my reason for breathing.

And now, months will past and a day will come that he has to attend for schooling. A new way of living, new sets of learning, new ambiance, new people will meet, new faces he'll see, and he'll meet a friends he can call. I was so excited and looking forward to that day but of course a lil bit nervous and worried, you now mothers affection. But I know that He can, i should be positive in everything he'll go through. And must preferred that sooner or later he will become an independent man.

..hoL!daY is c0m!ng..

it's been quite awhile realizing that TIME runs so fast. I was feeling that it's just only my birthday and then suddenly in 43 days christmas is coming. It's true that life runs so fast, and whether you like it or not you have to live with because you cannot freeze nor stop it whatever we want to. So, i guess the better thing to do is you live life to the fullest and do good things on your countrymen so that you'll never have regrets when time comes your way.

Well, the spirit of christmas is now approaching to all of us. I feel the coldness of it, the symbols of it that brings joyfulness and peaceful for everybody. The christmas lights, christmas trees, etc.
good in our eyes and good to feel it. But what's really the true meaning of christmas? I just wish that all through this year the trials and challenges that comes in our way will continue to help us to surpass it. And that the PEACE on earth will Linger not only because of the season but it was really destined to happen. I wish and praying also that the life of my mother will still last longer and the others who have sickness will continue to be well and can live much longer than it used to be.
A simple wish that easy to say but hard to do but as much as you are eager to do one thing, there will no longer IMPOSSIBLE. For me, the true meaning of christmas is my family, relatives, true friends, and GOD, it was Jesus special day, so even just this day we should learn to remember him and thank him for all the things he has done for all of us, think of others not only to yourself and the material things that matters now a days but for the sake of others that gives meaningful and countless for everybody.

HAVE A MERRIEST CHRISTMAS this year...

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.. the hardships oF Living..

Did you know that the most common factor of our problem is all about "M-O-N-E-Y". To think that it was only a piece of paper, that for me it was just an ordinary paper that we can share and can do everything we want to. It was just a paper and yet it was so powerful and can conquer all.

I know everyone needs it, who in this world don't need that, I am too. Because if it doesn't, then why I'm here? I know you've been wondering why i am tackling this, it's just that this past few days I was really upset, bothered, and curious on what's happening in my family's life right now. well first, I was really bothered to my mother. My mother was suffering a kidney failure and she needs to dialysis every 5 days. How rough life is, and unfortunately my father has no job at all, They got a small business but the problem is, it was slowly falling down. And now I am so much affected on their situation because I am the eldest and I know i should be the one who's been helping them and be the bread winner for them. Yes I did my part but it's still not enough to help them to survive on the crisis they're suffering right now. I want to do what's the right thing to do but the problem is I got my own family too. I wanna work for them but I can't. Lucky I am because I have a husband who's been very supportive and very understanding, but it doesn't still enough. Underneath of it, I don't like the attitude of my mother towards everybody, she changed a lot. She become selfish, irritated, rude to the point that she was desperate to have money so that she can still save and continue what business they had, and much more annoying for us. She always nags my father and come to the point they were fighting almost everyday. It really hurts and killing me of seeing him crying over. It was the first time He felt he is useless for our family. I really don't know what to do, honestly I am mad and at the same time disappointed to her because despite of what I/we did she still manage to uttered bad words for me and say bad humors coming for her. Still, I stayed to be humble and understanding for her, why? I studied psychology and based on what I have learned, I did studied the situation and the attitudes towards to that situation and as I have come up, despite of it all I stayed and continue helping her/ them because I understand. That's the difference of me towards to the people who are annoyed by her. And of course she still my mother and I was just her daughter, so whether I like i like it or not I should stayed and help her. And now, slowly they were striving hard to pursue what they tend to do but life was really tricky, we found out that she was suffering an arterial heart dismalfunctioning syndrome. Now I am being trapped of the situation. I become more problematic but still trying to find some hope and believing that God is still there and will help us to surpass this trials he gave us. I am praying really hard that it was not the last minute for her because we still need her and we still can't live without her because she still have a grandchildren that needs her nourishment and I have still a 10 years old brother who still need for her cared and nourishment.

I know that everything happens for a reason. God will never let us down, he didn't gave us a trial he thinks we never can't surpass. "And so I am giving you all my heart and soul to you my God, and believing and trusting you of what you are trying to point for us, I know we have so much short comings but I am still holding your hands because I know you will never Let us down whatever happens. In Jesus name, AMEN"

If you can spare a little bit time to pray for my mother, my gratitude is with you. I am hoping also that someone/somebody can extend a hand for us.

..An Enchanting mOments..

" AT ENCHANTED KINGDOM "

Last October 26, 2008 (Sunday), we decided to bound together at enchanted kingdom Sta. Rosa Laguna for a change. It was really expensive upon entering to the park, but it's okay as long as everyone will enjoy & it was one's in a year visit to the said park because it was really far from our house & very much expensive; yet it was beautiful & and fresh from us. It's like a "Disneyland" version here in the Philippines. But of course the original was still incomparable, they differ mostly into the rides & the ambiance from it. Anyway, I can say we did enjoyed at the same time got tired because of the long waiting to get to the rides. Beneath of it we did really enjoyed to the RIO GRANDE rides, it was really unexplainable, exciting, And undescribable feeling when we're riding it. It was really, really fun. Along the rides, RIO GRANDE was the best and i guess it is one of the highlights of the park.

..happiness..

spending so much time w/ your own angels was

really uncomparable from anything.

it means so much every minute you’ve bound with each other.

and the feeling of true “HAPPINESS” was truly intact.

..getting into sports..

..SUMMER LEAGUE 2008 @ CARMONA, MAKATI..

taken this picture while waiting for our game to be started. It’s really good to be into sports, and I played volleyball. “kulitan muna kame para hindi ma bored”. Along with the so- called Friends; they went there to support and cheer for me. Anyway, it was really a good game, We may not be the champion but we still won a 2ND placer. It was very tensely and a hard time for all of us. I know we can make it, but if it's not for you then it's not yours, anyway that's part of the game, there will only be one winner. well, it was definitely a good fight, and a good sports. what we have learned to this game was really did a big part of our daily routine in life.

..the unbeatabLe one..

.. introducing the existing G'MILEZ..


.. THIS PEOPLE I CAN CALL FRIENDS..

..TAKEN AT MY SIS in LAW’S ROOM..

..I HOPE IT WILL ALWAYS TURN OUT THIS
WAY, NOTHING MORE, NOTHING LESS.

..being ReaL..

" TRUE FRIENDS ARE HARD TO FIND"

.. It was just a sayings, a sayings that means a lot to me; and i can probably say that it is 100% TRUE.
yes we have so-called friends hanging with us almost 24/7, but ask your self if they’re true to you or just wearing a disguise. How frustating to think that after all you’ve done for them they have still the guts to FOOL you nor BETRAY you. But what’s good of it, you we’re be able to know who really your TRUE FRIENDS, a friend that you can call not only because it has to be that way but what’s really destined to be that way..

..so be wise, THINK, and REALIZE…

..k!ss and make-up..

> mY sO caLLed FRIENDS<

.. how ironic,isn’t it? despite the anger i was feeling from them i still don’t have the courage to turn them down. anyway, I’m juz human… now we’re all okay and trying to patch things up between us.. how i wish it will never happen again.

“forgiveness can give you peace of mind..”

..happy birthday Mark John!!! (my LiL bro)..

This day is the birthday of my little brother who passed away after giving birth. He just lived for 19 hours and then passed away. He was born on October 20, 2003, he's suppose to be 5 years old now. That time we all know that it was a 50/50 basis for him to survive because of my mother's condition. She has a kidney failure and under a dialysis therapy. A therapy that can only help her to pursue living... how ironic!!! it was really painful for us, but hey!!! life goes on.... so live with it and ride with it. And I know and more believing that everything happens for a reasons. If does not for you, then accept it; but if it's for you, still accept it and never forget to say gratitude..........



" My dearest MJ;


first of all, HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY!!!

words aren't enough to express/say how much I LOVE YOU and how much you MEAN to me.
Although we haven't got the chance of being together i want you to know that you are not forgotten and we are treating you as part of the family and as my Little brother. You know what, we have prepared something on your day, mama cooked you a "pancit" and i bought you " maja". A little gatherings on your day.
even though you're not here with us I/ We know you are always there watching and guiding us.
I/We knew it because we felt so. Thank you for always guiding and being with mama always. Because of you mama was still in us, thank you for giving her life, for giving her alot of strength, and for giving her lot's of encouragement to pursue her living. Mama was in a hard time right know,just continue making her happy, stay by her side and encourage her to still fight for her life because we still need her and we still cannot afford to loose her because your kuya matthew and your nieces was still young and still needs her nourishment. Just keep on holding her tight.

Even without seeing nor hearing you ,Just always bare in your mind that whatever happens you will always in my heart, mind, and soul. God is good and perhaps He has a better plan for us. I know God will spare us time, a time to be together, a time to bond together, and a time to see and hold each others hand. And from that day it will never have an ending anymore. Just have faith on it and keep believing, i know you're in god's hand right now. I miss you!!!




LOVING YOU;

ate grace "

..bLessed sunday..

heLLo, weLL I just want to share my day with all of you; they say SUNDAY is a time for spending it to your family. Well, basically it's true and it's been a long day to me and yet it's been a happy and very meaningful day for me. why? simply because I spend my whole day together with my family and relatives. We spend the day at the mall (SM MALL OF ASIA), it was very crowded, well maybe because it's family day and no working day but despite of it we still manage our day. We played at the bowling center and it was so damn exciting and lots of fun, well actually it was my 2nd time to play bowling but it takes more than a year to play it again. Along with my husband, little brother and my sister in law, and of course my little angel who's been so very hyper and yet a good feelings because we tend to bond together, and i taught him to play bowling. Also, my little bro., and my crazy sister in law, it was there first time to play it and i got surprised to there shots. hahaha..unfortunately i got lost to that game. It's okay I maybe Lost but in return it was really happy and a good feelings and a good memory to linger on. After the bowling we play at the power station, as if we're also a kids (ahahaha) well, we've won lots of tickets and prizes and my son was very much happy. After that, we ate at Taste of Asia; the food was really good, of course it was my favorite dish, tempura (the best).

Well, it was really unexplainable good feelings I felt for this day. We are so much tired but despite of it it can never be unexchangeable moments we have. It was really the great bonding beneath the stressfull works in a week and I can say it did washed it away. Being with your family, spending quality time & quantity time was a good source of building and maintaining a STRONG, HEALTHY and HAPPY family.

So start building your own world around with your Love ones....

.. A new born angeL was born ..

SURPRISE....


It’s been a good news for me and for all of us coz my sister in law got birth last may 27,2008. She was blessed with a healthy baby boy. . everyone seems to be happy and thankful for our new baby.
I remeber the time I was with her situation, the hardship of giving birth. Yes it was painful but once you saw your own baby, you'll realise that everythings was all worth it. and you'll feel the mother instinct they were all saying.
along with that picture is my "mag-ama", they were so happy too seeing another baby from our family.

So much thankful to god for the blessings we're having right now despites our short comings..

SURPRISE....




It’s been a good news for me and for all of us coz my sister in law got birth last may 27,2008. She was blessed with a healthy baby boy. . everyone seems to be happy and thankful for our new baby.

I remeber the time I was with her

.. mE & mY sOn ..

..that was taken last June 15, 2008 (father’s day), bonding moments while waiting for my hubby. This was really a nice time for me and my son. look at him; he seems growing too fast and so so “makulit”.. hihihi.. look out those make faces, the fact that he’s only 2 years old that time.. :)

The sayings from that picture was so,so true. The flashbacks from my childhood days did hint me. I remembered the times i'm not following and ignoring what my mothers trying to teach me and yet i was so dense for her and turned my back on her. And now I am now a mother and felt the hurt of what I did to her, and so much afraid that there will come a time it will happen that to me. Now, I have so much regrets of all the foolishness i have done before. It become a lesson to me, a lesson that became a tattoed on me.

This is 'd picture of my LIFE.. i can't never describe the happiness i've felt from the day they came into my life. I can say that everything has

.. unrepLaceabLe ..

This is 'd picture of my LIFE.. i can't never describe the happiness i've felt from the day they came into my life. I can say that everything was did CHANGED me. From a BADGIRL turned to be a GOOD and responsible woman, mother, and a wife. Having a family is not an easy task, everythings turned to be quite hard and yet Full of HAPPINESS, happiness that can never been replaced by everyone.

..My FamiLy..

Introducing my FAMILY, my LIFE, and my HOME...

A picture of a happy, strong build family.. The most important in everything is spending quality time to each other, being attached to one another is the most unforgettable and worth memories to reminisce..

we did once have a grave trials and yet we're still intacked with each other, because i believe in a second chance. And i've learned alot when we got a child now that you should not be selfish. And all i am doing right now is for my son, my husband, and for our FAMILY.

..thoughts..

BE STRONG… Never tell your self… “I AM TIRED“. The more you accept that thought, the more exhausted you will become, but if you tell urself.. “I CAN DO EVEN MORE”. You’ll find that there are no limits to what you can accomplishing…

Being a positive person can help you live longer. Can give benefits in all aspects. So as long as your still existing make the fullest out of it. Because LIFE is full of meaning and it is god’s gift for all of us..

..Food For Thoughts..

SMILE.. It makes a world of difference… it can relieve stress, good for the heart, & can gain friendships..

DANCE.. who knows when you won’t be able to?

CRY.. holding those emotions inside is bad for you.

KISS.. It’s one of the most wonderful things in the world.

LAUGH.. what’s the point in hiding happiness.

FROWN.. why not let them know you are unhappy.

APOLOGIZE.. You don’t wanna loose friends.

HUG.. there’s no better feeling than being wrapped up close to someone you love.

LIVE.. Because LIFE is everything…..

..Differences..

How frustrating it is Looking back my so called friends “G-MILES“, it’s been too long since we’ve forgiven each other. But as i was observed, everything turns out different already, we’re not like that before, they have changed and i guess became worst. Yes, we’re okay but the warmness with each other was gone. It seems they have their own world now which i can’t relate on, but still i was trying to understand them,sometimes i have regrets, regrets of avoiding them before. But come to think of it, if does not happen we aren’t be able to know “THE REAL THEM“.

How I wish i can turn back those times we’re so much HAPPY and ATTACHED with each other, i miss those times we hang out 24/7 almost everyday, our “inuman” bonding's, our food trips, our dancing, our “kulitans”, our tripping, and most of all i miss their ATTENTIONS, attentions only revolving with us.. as what i am always uttering; “WELL,THAT’S LIFE!!!” and i guess it was really destined to happen. I know that and much convincing myself to believe it, i was just too much bitter on what was happening right know, couldn't even believing it was really happening right now..

I know you’re all happy now, i just want You to know despites our differences I AM stiLL and WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR MOMMY G as before, nothing more and nothing less.. i love you guys! if i could only have the guts to show you how much i love and how much you mean to me but it wasn’t right coz we all need our limitations and boundaries, right? whatever you’re doing ang whatever matter you’re into right now i just want you to know that i am happy for you and still willing to help if ever you guys stumble and failed…

..restless..

well, it’s been a long day for me, got some stuff to do and got some places to go , all in just 1 day together with my family. It was really good to somehow serve another people most specially those are related to you, it feels good but it was a little bit stressful.but i am emotionally satisfied on what i did.

I was really happy also ’cause after the hard deeds, we watch a dance contest, one of the contestant there is our friend, it was really good, we have enjoyed it at the same time a little bonding with some friends, it was really worth watching ’cause they’ve won a grand prize which have a money prize of 15,000. In just a little time they’ve easily earn money, all they just did was to dance and presto…

I was really happy for them and at the same time proud.. How I wish I could spend some time for them. I do really miss them.. If you want to see them just watch their video at you tube and search “pagkakaisa all stars”. Congrats guys!! you deserve it..

..FRIENDSHIPS..

have u ever wonder the true meaning of friendship ? there’s a lot of terms used by this..

• friend
• buddy
• best friend
• BFF
• Tropa
• ka-bagang
• barkada

to much to mention.. They say “true friend stays with you through your up’s and down”, they say also that ” true friend never tell a lie nor betray you “.

Some of the thoughts that we believe in, but did we ever wonder if we ever apply this by our own selves? I can say that my true friends are my friends in high school. Because until now I can relay to them despite our distances and a new life we are facing right now. They are all worth keeping for because they’ve been proven and tested in all our endeavors in life. I can say that my mom was right about she says to me when i was in high school that whoever your friends in high school will be your forever friends up to the future. It was definitely true because it was purely happening to me until now. How I wish I can turn back the times we were still innocent and no obligations yet. Almost 24/7 we are seeing each other unlike now. There were instances also that we are just sitting on one corner of our classroom and then we are chatting, laughing, and crying each other until the bell got rang, how funny it is. In that time of my life was a happy and unforgettable experience I can share with you guys.

why am i tackling this to you? This past few days I was really bothered and upset to the new company I recently have but I can say that they have touch me and become part of my life already. I was really devastated about what was happening lately, we’ve been very much attached to each other and at the same time enjoyed each others company. I can say that we did changed them into a better one, although many people were trying to put them down but then we give them enough encouragement to pursue what we taught about them, they’ve become a good listener and a good follower from us also to their parents, in fact they were being spoiled at me to the point they’ve become at is and abused me and yet i was still kind and understanding to them because i know i/we are just the one who are really understand them. I tolerate all of them beneath the Lies and wrong deeds they made and reached the limit of my patience,suddenly they slowly turning back into there old attitudes and bad habits and at no reasons at all they tend to do much LIES and BETRAYAL that really pissed me of. We got angry to the point that we didn’t care at all and avoiding each of them. what i didn’t understand is why they keep on doing those things that we hate? I am convincing myself maybe because they were just too young and not yet ready to pre-occupied.

Of course we are all human, so despite the short comings, we FORGIVE them and tried to patch things up but never be the same again as before. We might convinced ourself but it doesnt work anymore, maybe we extended already our arms and been too much to bear. but we are all okay and in good terms now except to one girl who happens to be my cousin, i don’t know why, maybe because i can’t feel her nor trust her anymore. She was really different when she’s texting me and different if we see each other in personal, i can say she was just wearing a disguise to say that she’s one of them or perhaps she was too afraid of being left out. I was really bothered to her, when will i able to learn how to forgive her? is she still worth forgiving? an advice from others will be much appreciated.. thanks in advance..

hi world! well, itz been my first time here and still trying to learn everything here in BLOGGERS world. As an introduction i want you to know some details about me….

well, i’m Grace; i am 24 yrs. old. from Philippines,i studied b.s psychology but unfortunately i haven’t finish it yet ’coz of having an early pregnancy. I have a cute 3 yrs. old son who’s very energetic and very studious baby, he happens to be a fast learner also, he can understand whatever you we’re trying to say. Yes im still young, but having a baby like him is worth living for, i never have any regrets of having him in a young age ‘coz he’s been a blessing to me. for me, i can say that he has complete of whoever I am now, part of it also is my husband, who’s striving hard for us. Having a family is so much meaningful yet full of struggles and trials for us, well that’s LIFE so live with it.

I believe that nothing in this world is permanent, If it is going to happen it will damn happens. The best way of dealing with it is to ride with it and find a solution of it. So enjoy LIFE........

QUALITY TIME

Itz been a while since we haven’t got a time to relax, enjoy, & spending time for our son. We never got any chances to go to the places that all of us (family) can bond together, ’cause of my husband busy schedules.My husband was too busy to his job. Our daily routine was house then in my mother or my in-law’s house and then go home straight,after that we tend to sleep early, ’cause we’ve got a long day ahead.

Until I closed my shop and now i have nothing to be busy off, i suddenly realized that it’s been too long since we haven’t enjoyed our son. And now I got all my time for him and I am the one now who’s been taking care of him and now I can play a mother role for him. It was really a good feelings for me.

Last October 8. 2008 (Wednesday), we go to STAR CITY along with my husband,son,my parents, and my lil’ brother. From there, we enjoyed each others company and rides together whatever ride they want. We never mind how much money we could spend of as long as our kids did well enjoy. From far behind while watching him riding to a bumper car we suddenly realize that he’s been grown up and time runs so fast. In our last visit there he wasn’t able to ride it because of the height requirements until that day, it was really quite funny yet unbelievable.

And I can say that it was really true that you have to be there in everyday of his life so that you are always updated from him. You must enjoy him as long as he’s still in that age ’cause when he grows up it will have a lot of changes. His time will be divided into many aspects, a time for his self, a time for his friends, a time for the family, and a time for his special someone. So, as long as he’s still a baby,I’ll never take him for granted, i’ll nourish him, i’ll enjoy him, and i’ll never let a day pass without even saying “i love you” to him because in that simple way it can show him and feel him that he was being loved and being cared of.

I have never regrets of having him in my life,because without him I will never be complete.’cause he’s been my life now.. And i guess that’s what you called a “mother’s instinct“.